Vaughn Jefferies lesson

Well I took Friday off as leave, and headed out to Flaxton for a SJ lesson. I was rather nervous having only ridden a couple of times since I'd been ill and no jumping. Problem is I'm a control freak and Lace knows what she is doing and has a pace she likes to jump at, I'm getting there, but Friday was a great confidence builder, okay we had one stop at a jump, but that was my fault entirely, but I really have to focus on my release and not being so heavy in the hand, all a hang over from G. But it did get better, the more confidence I got. So will just keep at it, and by the time Vaughn is back again end of January, hopefully I'll be further along. But its amazing how your confidence goes when you have kids, and you may get it back if your lucky but its so easy to lose for no good reason at all.